Thins morning, as in 10 minutes, I am going to support a friend do a half marathon! More power to her because i am not sure if I would be able to do it!! Yea Erin!!
Also there is a possibility that I might be able to go to a Ludacris concert on the 18th. i am super pumped. i am just not sure if my parole officer will let me go, but i am going to sure try!! that would be GREAT!! all i am going to be listening to until then is LUDACRIS! positive thoughts around that situation.
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Friday, November 5, 2010
Need to get better at this...
So, I am REALLY going to try hard to journal. I know i say that EVERYTIME but all i need is a little disaplyn and i know that i can do it! Also i ALWAYS feel so much better after a good journal session. I know it is healthy!
So in exactly one week i have invited some friends that i have made over. I am nervous because it isnt just a "normal" hang-out time. i invited 6 people over to tell them my story and where i have come from. So i am kinda excited because these are people that Jenny trusts and i trust Jenny. and with these girls that i have invited over i have gained a frindship with EACH of them. I feel like this whole thing could be good becuase it could be healing for me. So i need to write a note sheet to look at when i am talking to my friends. Because sometimes when i talk i get nervous and forget what i am wanting to say.
The other this that has been on my mind is apartments. By January i am going to be needing an apartment and or a roommate. that scares me. because right now i dont pay rent. so finding an affordable place by then is for sure nerve racking. but i know EVERYTHING is falling into place EXACTLY as it should! So i am trying not to worry too much!
So in exactly one week i have invited some friends that i have made over. I am nervous because it isnt just a "normal" hang-out time. i invited 6 people over to tell them my story and where i have come from. So i am kinda excited because these are people that Jenny trusts and i trust Jenny. and with these girls that i have invited over i have gained a frindship with EACH of them. I feel like this whole thing could be good becuase it could be healing for me. So i need to write a note sheet to look at when i am talking to my friends. Because sometimes when i talk i get nervous and forget what i am wanting to say.
The other this that has been on my mind is apartments. By January i am going to be needing an apartment and or a roommate. that scares me. because right now i dont pay rent. so finding an affordable place by then is for sure nerve racking. but i know EVERYTHING is falling into place EXACTLY as it should! So i am trying not to worry too much!