Friday, October 24, 2008

this is dedicated to dena, kaci, stryder, brianne

well this song helps me describe how i feel about these people in my life...the whole song is dedicated to dena and these certian parts are for brianne, kaci, and stryder....

A.n.g.e.l A.n.g.e.l Just like a shadow I'll be beside you I'll be your comfort And let it guide you home I will provide you a place of shelter If I could be your angel Your angel, Your angel Protect you from the pain I'll keep you safe from danger You'll never hurt again I'll be your a.n.g.e.l I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l I'll be your angel Just like the moon I'll step beside and let your sun shine
While I follow behind If I could be your angel Your angel, Your angel Protect you from the painI
'll keep you safe from danger You'll never hurt again I'll be your a.n.g.e.l I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l I'll be your angel



basically the entire song is to dena, cause its kinda a love song! so this whole thing is for you dena marie!...





A.n.g.e.l A.n.g.e.l Just like a shadow I'll be beside you I'll be your comfort And let it guide you home I will provide you a place of shelter I want a be your zone Tell me what to do Tell me what you wanted me to do I'll make you great to be a man With a woman who can stand Who will never promise to leave her man Making vows to please her man If I could be your angel Your angel, Your angel Protect you from the pain I'll keep you safe from danger You'll never hurt again I'll be your a.n.g.e.l I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l I'll be your angel Just like the moon I'll step beside And let your sun shine While I follow behind Cause baby what ya got It is with all the props With everything I'm not Tell me what to do Tell me what you wanted me to do I'll make you great to be a man With a woman who can stand Who will never promise to leave her man
Making vows to please her man If I could be your angel Your angel, Your angel Protect you from the pain I'll keep you safe from danger You'll never hurt again I'll be your a.n.g.e.l I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l I'll be your angel Tell me why there's so many good men And the world's misunderstood He's a dog, he's no good I wish somebody would Disrespect my man You're gona have to come see me I go hard for my baby He's all that I need If you got a good one Put your hands up, Come on girl and stand up Go ahead lift your man up Get up If you got a good one, put your hands up Go ahead lift your man up Get up If you got a good one, stand up Come on girl, and stand up If I could be your angel Your angel, Your angel Protect you from the pain
I'll keep you safe from danger You'll never hurt again I'll be your a.n.g.e.l I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l I'll be your A.n.g.e.l A.n.g.e.l Just like a shadow I'll be beside youI'll be your comfort
And let it guide you home I will provide you a place of shelter I want a be your zone Tell me what to do Tell me what you wanted me to do I'll make you great to be a man With a woman who can stand Who will never promise to leave her man Making vows to please her man If I could be your angel Your angel, Your angel Protect you from the pain I'll keep you safe from danger You'll never hurt againI'll be your a.n.g.e.l I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l I'll be your angel
Just like the moonI'll step beside And let your sun shine While I follow behind Cause baby what ya got It is with all the props With everything I'm not Tell me what to do Tell me what you wanted me to do I'll make you great to be a man With a woman who can stand Who will never promise to leave her man paking vows to please her man If I could be your angel Your angel, Your angel Protect you from the pain I'll keep you safe from danger You'll never hurt again
I'll be your a.n.g.e.l I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l I'll be your angel Tell me why there's so many good men And the world's misunderstood He's a dog, he's no goodI wish somebody would
disrespect my man You're gona have to come see me I go hard for my baby He's all that I need
So if you got a good one Put your hands up, Come on girl and stand upG o ahead lift your man up
Get up If you got a good one, put your hands up Go ahead lift your man up Get up If you got a good one, stand up Come on girl, and stand up If I could be your angel Your angel, Your angel
Protect you from the pain I'll keep you safe from danger You'll never hurt again I'll be your a.n.g.e.l I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l I'll be your angel

please remember how much i love and appreciate all of you!!!

Thursday, October 23, 2008

today a good day...

so today i woke up not wanting to do anything really. i was in my pj pretty much most of the day. just doing laundry, cleaning and that sort of stuff. but then lena came over and told me that she just got off the pone with regan. and she told me that regan said that my next court date isnt untill DECEMBER 8!!!! i am so very happy!!! that means that much more time to spend with my "family" ( and i quoted family because friends are the family that you chose!) so i have such a big "family" now! i absolutly love it!!! that gives me halloween, and thanksgiving! i cried when i heard! that is how thankful that i am! i dont know if anyone know how thankful i am! o ya nad i get to get my knee surgery! i am so happy! and thank you regan for helping me get the doctors note and faxing it! how can anyone live without a REGAN?!?!?!?

and i also been talking to my dena and her and tim have worked things out. they arent together, but they worked things out! and i am o so happy for that! my two best friends are back now and idont have to pick sides anymore. but with out a doubt i would of chosen dena if i had to sorry tim. but dont worry any more i still have you!! love you guys!

and this weekend, well saturday i am going to six flags along with some friends to see haunted houses, and ride roller coasters!
the friends: Kim, Rachel, Jenny, Diana, Karen, and Lindsay! O ya it should be fun...
things are kinda looking up!

okay.. i just remembered i need to call my counslor when i found out, so i gotta go call her! i love brianne, regan, kim, dena and o so many more! thank you guys!

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Being a best Friend can be fun.....and HARD!!! Dang!






well...my best friend, called me last night...HYSTERICAL!!! poor thing just broke up with her boyfriend! its weird cause i just got use to the fact that they are a couple and never perpared myself for if they ever broke up. because in my mind that just didnt exist!!! they were together,



period!! He is my best friend as much as she is mine! im just not undertanding...but im just being a good friend! well trying! i want to be there more! hug her! but i cant and im sitting at the other end of the phone line speechless...i need to think of something to say...but im blank so all i say is thata i love her!!! what else do i say...i hope everything is okay with them!! im always in the middle of their fights. and i dont mind but this one was big!! i love you dena, i love you tim! you guys are still my best friends..and im sorry that i am not good at advice! :(( but i hope and think i helped a little! love!!!
fix this broken hear guys...istill need my best friends in my life!!! both of you not just one! i am getting torn also!!!