Faith...

Hmmm....that is an interesting subject to me.  i cant say that i believe in anything. i can say that i believe in myself.  this morning i was invited to a friends house and it was a blast there were like 30 people in and out for pancake breakfast.  it was fun i got to meet a ton of legit fun people.  after wards everyone was kinda going their separate directions mainly to church.  i went with jenny, Jessie and Lauren.  you know, what could it hurt, i had nothing else to do anyway.  so i went.  and really it made not believe in this "so called GOD" more.  funny huh? but this is how i am feeling.  the pastor was talking about, everything you do and everything that happens to you is in GODS pan for you.  hmm...okay, look a rape victim in the eye and tell them "God planned that you are going to get raped and get pregnant, oh and go to prison" that is the problem that i have with this God. I'm not trying to complain that going through what i went though has made me the person that i am today, just saying it is a little strange.  Sorry GOD...I believe in MYSELF!! In the end that is all i have...ME!