HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR KIM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
I LOVE YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Good Morning...
Kim, Brianne, Regan, Kaci,
Today i back at the house and im not thrilled about it. it is really hard to be alone. I dont like it.
Last night, there was a fundraiser Banquot that my dad, gram, and kim all went to. the n i had to come back here. it was really hard to come back here.
I really miss you Brianne. its crazy how much i miss you! i love you and thank you!
i miss you too miss Kacface! do your homework!! i love you!!
Today i back at the house and im not thrilled about it. it is really hard to be alone. I dont like it.
Last night, there was a fundraiser Banquot that my dad, gram, and kim all went to. the n i had to come back here. it was really hard to come back here.
I really miss you Brianne. its crazy how much i miss you! i love you and thank you!
i miss you too miss Kacface! do your homework!! i love you!!
Update…Surgery, Recovery and everything else
Well Wednesday I finally had my knee surgery!! After almost 1 whole year…I tore my ACL December 9 2007 and its almost December 9 2008…anyway I did this whole thing basically myself as far as getting my own insurance…this is the first time that I have had insurance on myself in my entire life.! Crazy! And calling the doctor…getting a second MRI...and going to all the doctors’ appointments...i did that all myself! No mommy, daddy to help me! I did it!
As far as I know the surgery went well…but I was knocked out the whole time…all I know is that after surgery was tough for me…it took me 5 hours to wake up from the Anastasia…and every time I woke up I was throwing up and I had a real crappy nurse…but whatever…
The next two days were tough a lot of pain and little sleep. But I got a lot of phone calls. And Saturday Kim came over and visited me and got me out of the house and away from grandma…grandma is good and all and I love her but everyone needs a break…oh ya and my dad is here too…im happy about that..
Sunday we went to church and that night I got to spend some time with my dad….he got me out of the house we went to Ross…he was going to buy me a new winter coat because they were on sale there…but we both ended up getting hoodies instead and he said that he would take me to a different Ross tomorrow...then we went to a restaurant and talked...it was good…he has good stuff to say….that he still loves me and that he will always be there for me...and that I shouldn’t feel bad for the way that my mom is acting…he thinks it is wrong too…then we made a promise that we will be a “TEAM” now on…and Ill call him more that sort of stuff…it was good
So Monday, dad took us out to breakfast, then to Ross and target it was fun…got home later then dad and I ditched gma and went to dinner for a couple hours…talked more…o ya and today between getting home from shopping and dinner the phone rang so I answered…he is exactly how it went….
ME: hello,
VOICE ON THE PHONE: Hi,
ME: Who is this?
VOICE ON THE PHONE: NIKKI?!?
ME: Yea?
VOICE ON THE PHONE: GIVE THE PHONE TO GRANDMA
It was my sister…and the tone in her voice when she said my name made me feel real shitty….no nothing didn’t even want to acknowledge that it was me! Lame…loser I hate it.
Well today my dad took me to a coffee shop so I could get out of the house and I could check my emails and stuff while he is working next door for a little while…so send me an email…I miss all of you guys!
Love you!!!
Always!!!!!
As far as I know the surgery went well…but I was knocked out the whole time…all I know is that after surgery was tough for me…it took me 5 hours to wake up from the Anastasia…and every time I woke up I was throwing up and I had a real crappy nurse…but whatever…
The next two days were tough a lot of pain and little sleep. But I got a lot of phone calls. And Saturday Kim came over and visited me and got me out of the house and away from grandma…grandma is good and all and I love her but everyone needs a break…oh ya and my dad is here too…im happy about that..
Sunday we went to church and that night I got to spend some time with my dad….he got me out of the house we went to Ross…he was going to buy me a new winter coat because they were on sale there…but we both ended up getting hoodies instead and he said that he would take me to a different Ross tomorrow...then we went to a restaurant and talked...it was good…he has good stuff to say….that he still loves me and that he will always be there for me...and that I shouldn’t feel bad for the way that my mom is acting…he thinks it is wrong too…then we made a promise that we will be a “TEAM” now on…and Ill call him more that sort of stuff…it was good
So Monday, dad took us out to breakfast, then to Ross and target it was fun…got home later then dad and I ditched gma and went to dinner for a couple hours…talked more…o ya and today between getting home from shopping and dinner the phone rang so I answered…he is exactly how it went….
ME: hello,
VOICE ON THE PHONE: Hi,
ME: Who is this?
VOICE ON THE PHONE: NIKKI?!?
ME: Yea?
VOICE ON THE PHONE: GIVE THE PHONE TO GRANDMA
It was my sister…and the tone in her voice when she said my name made me feel real shitty….no nothing didn’t even want to acknowledge that it was me! Lame…loser I hate it.
Well today my dad took me to a coffee shop so I could get out of the house and I could check my emails and stuff while he is working next door for a little while…so send me an email…I miss all of you guys!
Love you!!!
Always!!!!!